SMILE

This pain is going to kill me

If it doesn't, I am not getting any stronger

I maybe forgetting the small details

But, your touch still lingers

The picture of the dream with you

Hangs on my unfinished wish wall

A word is all I wait for

And your tight lipped smile to die for

All in all I am alone

And without you so lonely

A bullet through my head

May quieten me this autumn

Beautiful Without You

It's beautiful without you

I found this tonight

This smile is real

The words are true

A year gone by

A year off my mind

The bad poetry of mourning is dead

The whiff of new flowers, hits me hard

Making reasons to live

This new me is better than the one you loved

How should I say it again?

It's beautiful without you

Little Feet

Little feet, little feet
Wants to run in the back street
Mommy says not till you eat
Oh! how do the baby cheat
Mom is so sweet
But she is tough to beat
The baby sneaks into the main street
Mom runs and pulls him off his feet
Scold him good and puts him in hot seat
Little feet, little feet
Is sad and frowns in his bucket seat

Save Me

A drop, a plop

Nightmare on

Slow breathe, fast heart

The chase, the run

Filthy streets

The cries, save me

The hand, the grab

Free me, reach me

The crowd, the noise

No one sees

No one stops

 

Memories

I want a basket to store these memories
To keep them close and safe and hidden
I would open it when I grow old
I want the roses in there too
To keep them smelling good
They fragile, let me wrap them in silk

And preserve them
Or, I could just let them go
And travel the world
Fly with the northern cold wind
Sit on the sand

Dance with the storm
Run with the kings
Hunt with the beasts
And soar high like a bird